I have been meaning to share this song for a while and keep forgetting. The first day of school I drove to UNF and was nearly sick to my stomach with doubts and worry. Am I too old, am I good enough to do this? I had the radio on loud and was just trying to forget my nerves by belting out the songs on the radio, then this song by Big Daddy Weave came on and it stopped me in my tracks. It was a moment when the world stopped and God himself reached down and spoke directly to me.
This part in particular really spoke to me:
                            All my life I have been called unworthy
                                     Named by the voice of my shame and regret
                                     But when I hear You whisper, “Child lift up your head”
                                    I remember oh God, You're not done with me yet

    I am still working on the believing in myself thing.  I have chosen a career that makes it difficult to be a shrinking flower. I know that if I am going to fulfill the prophesy that Gary spoke over me before he died (I can't even fathom it) or even just go from a stay at home mom, to a career woman I am going to have to learn to trust how God sees me not how the voices in my head see me. The two goals for the next two years, master grammar and see myself the way God sees me. :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VzGAYNKDyIU